NEVER REACHING TOMORROW

I pray for your happiness always

surrounded by my sorrow

for I know the meaninglessness

of all these futile todays

waiting in perpetuity

for that fractured and

never reaching tomorrow.

You know I can go to

any length to invite,

include and inculcate

higher degree of strength

to borrow even more

joy and elation to

strengthen your relation

with your precious life

in which you are a moony

mother and a wonderful wife.

In the meanwhile hope

I to remain alive to live

a marginal existence,

sans rage, sans pretense.

Who am I to eye even

with my pen to force

open a pane just

for witnessing……..

multihued rainbow

to may be show…

the reverberation to

my eternally inebriated

terribly sleep deprived ken.

My soulful sorrow…..

I reside with, in hibernation

timelessly in my heart’s

artful burrow…

for know you forever

and endlessly, I am…

nothingness personified.

With high hope always

would remain tied…..

with my gainless glory

and borrowed sorrow.

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