MY TRIALS n TRIBULATIONS

I am trying my level best

not to waste

your precious time by “kalling” you

Am attempting to fight the inner me

so that  “that He” never disturbs that precious “SHE”.

Oh! poor, wretched, miserable me….

didn’t know “his” own limits….

Thought her questions to be so pertinent

and came out of his soul’s tent……

all unclad and naked…….

professed love to that “dove”

who is someone else’s life

and has a bright young “life”

to look after and support.

Why would she even attempt

despite all charm, all attraction…..

to cross seas and reach a new port?

When her “he” has given all…….

and also an unlimited expanse to fly

why the DOVE(even if she is melted by his “adoration”)

would even try……”to try”………..

and call you when there is no need………

only you have your own greed.

Instead of going to tea……

Do please come to me

can’t you see…..

I am feeling so empty….

Do you really want to know

how lonely am I?

“She” had married ME….

much before my marriage

and never divorced….

I should have….but never forced

Me and my loneliness-many times

had I attempted to create a crack

but could never be able to

put them off track………….

Sultry-sirens tempted my loneliness

to be in their hot agonizing embrace

but Oh! Ah! Alas! I never allowed

anyone to “win the race”.

                                                pen-painting of 03.04.2013